Crash and Burn

Life has been insane lately...on so many levels, and as I wrote the following to a friend I realized it summed up where my life is right now:

I had a therapeutic dream...well kinda grim....I was with friends and there was this NW plane overhead, and it started flying this way and that way, and then it flipped upsidedown...then we ran into this building and once inside I realized that I was in Ireland so we had to dial 999 not 911, but as I gave directions as to where the plane crash was I was in San Diego. The dispatcher said they had sent someone out to the accident..and that was that.

In retrospect, that is how I feel as though my life is a plane whirling out of control...and I feel as though I have so much going on internally, externally, and just overall. I think I need to just sit figure out where my life is going, where I want it to go, and what steps I have to take to get there. I need to be aware of my priorities, and stick to what is important.

So that is where I am at...I am taking everything friends, family and other have said to heart, and I just need to chew on it and figure out where my life will go. And by doing that I need to detach all the extreme emotions I feel and reflect retrospectively.

So...that is me at the moment...