31.5.05

Life, Death, and Limbo

Well the last couple weeks have been very odd. I have had the chance to experience a lot of emotions that I have not felt for a while. A good family friend died suddenly last week. Thalia was 27, had 3 children and was just a ball of fire. I don't think I had seen or talked to her for years, but it was hard to hear of her death none the less. Then a few days after the funeral her dad told us that the cause of death is still unknown. It wasn't a brain aneurysm, it wasn't self inflicted with an over dose, in fact it was just 'natural causes'. I know she is in a wonderful place of bliss and unconditional love, and that her children will miss her greatly, but for those adults in her life...Its hard to understand why God would take someone so early.

That is also why I realized I mustn't take things for granted. There is so much to life daily. In my own life I have been blessed and at times take those blessings for granted. So now I am trying to keep my head up each morning I wake, and have a smile on my face and a new out look on life. Its a crazy world we live in!

Then there is the Limbo of my life. I didn't get a job I applied for last week, but then got an interview for another company the next day. I find out Thursday if I got the job, so keep your fingers crossed. I am also being urged to run for office. It was an idea I threw out of my mind last February, but now it has entered again with some support from state elected officials. So we will see. So many random things to think about.

15.5.05

I'm lame

Yeah, so I have been busy lately attempting to find a job, and find a way to pay my bills. I have an interview on Friday with the Commissioner of Higher Ed, and really want this job. Its a lot of travel through out the state. I'll keep ya all posted...I know you really want to know!